Day 17 - feeling better

Spoiler alert - I chose the hammock

 As I wrote in yesterday's entry I feel a lot better today. The pelvic floor pain has dissipated, I only got up twice during the night (ie back to normality) and I feel a lot more like myself today. Still constipated which I think is the root of a lot of the issues so I'm upping my stool softeners today. 

I have the chance of joining my wife on a shopping trip today which would probably be good for my penned-in feelings of agoraphobia, but I'm not sure I can bring myself to go. I might take up her offer of a trip up to the forest later today where I can see people from a distance but not have to interact, or I may attempt the hammock in the back garden. I also plan to start playing with the yoyo & kendama a bit more to get some non-screen based interactions with the world & re-introduce that body / brain interface.  I need less screen time and more real world time. 

Speaking of which - she's just left so time to tackle the next chapter of Call Of Cthulhu on the Switch :) 

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